adam and eve-random thoughts-

Was it an act of stupidity?
was it because he couldn't control his desires for his wife?
was it because he was bored... bored of a monotone heaven....of a never ending life?
why did he choose suicide over a never ending happiness?
he is supposed to be the good guy...supposed to be the perfect....creature?
there's no room for mistakes, he hold a part of the god's soul in him
then why ?
wasn't he supposed to know better than anyone?
he's responsible for the deaths and suffering of millions of people ...
he's the one that caused pain for them...
couldn't he be a good father and teach them? teach his son that killing is a sin;that jealousy is a sin ?
or didn't he know any better than all of his kids ?
if he was a better father...his son would've talked to him;he would've tried to make him a better kid.or find a good fair sollution.

and isn't he the first perfect creature god created ? then; aren't we supposed to be perfect too? since we are his descendents?
or was he only perfect in heaven,but when he was ordered to come to earth, he became just as normal, sinner ,mortal human being as any of us?

ADAM and EVE...are our grand parents
the ones responsible for the existence of this humanity...

but......give me one good reason to respect them!
if they are the ones who made the greatest mistake... doing what satan suggested to them;when he was standing in front of them;and not caring about what God's orders were,even though they were in the ultimate paradise...

I used to have no respect for both of them...i hated Eve for being such a naive woman...such a lady cannot be my mother... such a child.i hated Adam for being stupid.stupid enough not to use his brain ,stupid enough to know that what he is about to do will oppose god's will...

"THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL"
was its name
the name of the tree that made adam&eve cursed with death
the tree of wisdom
which;i personally find; that its name explains alot...
the tree of wisdom;should be called tree of death since it caused the end of an immortal; tree of life,since our existence was a consequence of its.

you're reading this because you found it on the internet
because you learned enough english to understand it and probably correct some of the mistakes
because you went through alot;and every decision in your life was responsible for you to be here reading this
all of the bad and good experiences didn't do more than making you a better, smarter person
life taught you everyting you know today;because you WANTED to learn it. or else you'll be as smart as a chicken(ps:chickens can be hypnotized with only a piece of chalk..do u want to be that stupid? ...)
so we can consider the life we are living it today is the wisest teacher and the toughest school

but what if you never knew this life? won't you seek wisdom?won't you seek pain,think about it,you never felt it , you'll live thousands of years without being able to evolve nor learn more that you learned so far , the thirst of knowledge that you're having will grow and torture you for the next eternity;will you do it? will you eat from the forbidden tree? in order to know?to live that adventure?would you?
personally i would

maybe we shouldn't be so mad about adam and eve after all ; they were the reason kurt cobain was born ; william shakespear ; joan jett , einstein , newton , mary cury ; YOU!!!
so the mistake that we always though was a mistake is only a quality of human nature;it's only a mistake because adam opposed god's will ;but in the end god's will was the mistake.

if his will is wrong;why are we getting punished for? are all his other wills wrong?
why are we supposed to live in this life if it's only adam and eve's "fault" according to god... aren't we all born pure..why are we supposed to live here...to pray for the lord?
couldn't he create more angels to pray for him?
was he bored ?
are we creating scenes of a play by living in this doomed life just to entertain him?
or are we doomed with adam and eve's sin till we die...in that case..doesn't make god unfair? why are we made to pray for a god that passes his time watching people suffer..trying to help them indeed ;but why?isn't it more fun to watch them suffer ?or he is just giving them hope so they would try again ,and things will be fun again, like a korean drama...like an anime...

and in that case does the saying : 'rules are made to be broken' is true..in that case why are we going to heaven or hell?
why?
couldn't god create us in heaven and just let us live there peacefully?

because if we only lived in heaven we won't know what pain means , so if we never knew this life, we would do the same mistake that adam did;yes it is a mistake if we compare it to what is right and wrong in our world today ; because we know pain , we know sufferring , we know how warm our tears are in the winter and how much it hurts when we go through alot...neglecting that;never knowing that; might cause us to do the same thing as adam did ; in order to avoid the same routine again and again and again with every human being , living a full life and dying ,getting punished for the mistakes we made ,honored for the good things we did ; will only make us appreciate the heaven that we're going to and the hell that will play the role of karma after life .