I literally just wrote a whole post and i lost it ! the article wasn't saved omg

 

I'm doing one book a week challenge , so far i've read 

• mercy
• melina

 

Now i'm reading the confidence code

very good book

i would write another review next time

for now, there is this exercice, to cite 3 things you did good today, for instance, today I

• Took a nice shower, been trying to find time for it for days
• finally cleaned my room
• helped my grandparents take a shower

 

good night ♥

I luckily found a writing challenge, perfect for improving my writing English skills

I can also write when I'm working

here's the list I found

I'll automatically start with the third day to go hand in hand with the photography challenge

First day : Morning Sky

 

 

 

Second Day : City Lights

 

 

Third Day : Shoes

4th day : Something Green (because I already did clouds)

5th day: Breakfast:

7. Coffee: (Hot Chocolate)

8. Top Down Photography

9. Something Yellow

10. Window

11. Blur:

12. Books:

13. Pattern (Bus pattern Here :'3 )

14. Flat-lay Photography

 

15. From a High Angle

 

16. Black & White

17. Animal

 

18. Texture

 

18. A corner

and this one has a story behind it :

For the past months there was a homeless man who lived in the train station, he'd play podcasts on his radio Today I found that most of his stuff disappeared so I asked the lady works there & it turns out that people has collected money 4 him to rent a house photo "the corner"

 

 

and I think I stopped here, I haven't finished the challenge :(

But I had so much fun looking for photo to take during the day and being creative with the angles,

some of the pictures are very beautiful (if you ignore Eklablog's quality), the angles and stories behind them ♥

 

I found on Pinterest a photography challenge, so I decided to follow it for December, it's true that I commenced a little late, on the fifth I guess but oh well better late than never.

These kind of activities help capture small details in our regular days that we don't notice,

they help you remember your life better and capture the very small moments

it also helps develop one's creativity, by thinking about ways to make the photo better, angles to shoot from to have a more unique photo, and how the colors match together to make everything harmonious 

It is also very fun and is a good hobby to have, especially since you don't need to be that good at it, nor compete with other people, but to get inspired by them

I post the pictures I take on a Pinterest board, if you want to see the whole album click here

Here is the List that I'll be following :

Ps: it has been a while since I last posted, I still struggle with routine and discipline and I got used to post my thoughts on Twitter now, since it's more practical

But I love Eklablog, It's been with me since I was a child

 

A lot has been on my mind recently

I talked to the psychologist, and I'm very lucky to have a very good one

I'll probably post what we talked about soon but not right now

I've always had a lined path in front of me, and life is as chaotic as it can be, it's unpredictable and you can't just limit it to one path

maybe some ppl do, but most of us don't

I've studied and did my best but after graduation, I wasn't expecting what was going to happen

the rejection from companies, the obligation to travel far from my family to find a job and not necessarily to a good secure place

the fact that I need the experience to get a job and a job to get experience has totally fucked me up

I'm wasting my youth on social media instead of working hard, I want to work hard and build stuff, but literally, I don't know what I want to build and what I can or should do

I thought about changing careers and trying something in computer science because it's the most successful field right now

but that will take me years and I'll also fall into the circle of job experience thing

I also wouldn't be as good as other younger students

and honestly, I'm not into wasting other years learning and studying and finding nothing at the end

my main goal right now is to leave the country create a future outside of here and be as independent as i can

I would love to do 2 jobs

I'd love to live in a very small apartment with one cat

I'd open the radio first thing in the morning while making coffee, before going to work

I'd feed my cat, kiss her goodbye, and leave for the day