we found this #Cat a few months ago in a hole outside our home, the neighbor wanted her to starve to death and forbade us from feeding her just because she hated #cats. my father however started training the cat to find food in front of our house instead of the neighbor's.

I just gave her a shower, with soap and human shampoo, cause I got nothing cat-related in here, I then sprayed her with anti-flea spray, she's currently hiding in the dark and is plotting to kill me.

Just like with any cat, I'm teaching her how to give and receive kisses on her tiny forehead.

She's spending the night on my bed and I decided to name her Morticia ♥

Good night

#freePalestine

It's 6 am and I'm drinking my morning coffee,

and a morning coffee comes with morning thoughts, most of them are very optimistic and calm

I watered my tomatoes and made a mixture out of potato skin and minced egg shells, mixed them with water, and put them in the microwave for 3 minutes to help extract the nutrients in them, including nitrogen, potassium, and calcium. I've read that microwave extraction works well with leaves, so tea made in the microwave will have more nutrients than tea made on the stove.

a microwave-assisted extraction of anti-oxidants from potato peels 

Another friend of mine quit work yesterday. She found an opportunity abroad

I'll make a routine for myself to apply everyday morning after salat sobh

and I have a night routine that I should stick to, for my skincare, doing wudhu every day 5 times a day has dried my face so I need to apply moisturizer, my face is dry by nature so i need extra care. haven't got sunscreen yet. maybe tomorrow nchalah.

Yesterday wasn't bad, but a Team leader did something that is absolutely free, he could've just skipped it and it wouldn't affect anything

He noticed that I spent 1 Minute, not actively working, a literal one minute and he just came to my session and opened the tool I work on , just to fkn check and he then he blamed me and went back to his desk. WTF literally WTF

btw gargling with salty water is really good for your gums. i'll do that in a bit

Oh by the way if you ever need to buy a Radio, for yourself or your parents/grandparents, there's the brand Roadstar that manufactures radios and we're planning to get one,

basically I wanted to buy one for my grandmother and I didn't know which one to buy

Basically on the market here I found 2 Models :

• CLR-2477

• TRA-2235

I didn't know which one to buy for my grandmother, so I contacted Roadstar and asked :

" Is there a possibility to be informed on their sound quality and resistance? especially that i'm buying one for my grandmother" so they responded:

"

Dear Customer,

1. CLR-2477 is a clock radio, not only radio and it has small buttons
2. TRA-2235 is a analog radio and it has a more sound power.

It’s better, for your grandmother TRA-2235. It has station selector more greater and by hand.

You can purchase on your market/web as Roadstar is not selling directly to end consumer.

Best regards"

To be honest, that's very good customer service, and I appreciate the fact that they actually responded, those people care about their customers *slow clap* people are dedicated

Update on the tomatoes:

 I make sure to add anything organic to the soil (fruit skin, coffee, potato skin, ..) anything that could be beneficial, hopefully they grow ♥ ♥

a coworker had very stinky feet today, he probably stepped on an animal's biomatter.. at least I hope that his feet don't smell that bad on their own.

A friend of mine called me from another country yesterday, she got the chance to travel and study abroad

I've been thinking since yesterday, I really hope I get that chance. I need to work hard and start applying everywhere....................... whenever I say I'll apply life gets in the way I'll start prioritizing it first.

I recently felt something, I'm not sure of, but I think I'll continue to fight for my field until I can change something and until my conditions improve

I need to download an app to make memes, oh i found this website https://imgflip.com/ , so I made this meme

Good night

♥ Pray for Gaza ♥

Today I got my order for homemade peanut butter, my mother and I adore it.

I love making peanut butter cookies and I have the perfect recipe for it:

tsp = teaspoon

Anyway, Today was a good day, I had fun with my friends at work

couldn't wake up early because I was so tired

I was able to do all of my prayers, even though I struggled to find the time for them

I also did my nighttime routine even though we currently have a water shortage

Fed the cats too

and I worked hard enough, not too much and not too little

Tomorrow's my day off, I already have plans for tomorrow

I have some papers I need to take care of and I'm planning on getting new workout scarves and shoes.

I'll also apply for jobs, internships, or study programs abroad. anything is fine by me

Oh and most importantly, I should visit the nearest Red Cross site  to ask them if I can help Gaza with anything

a lot of people are buying medical tools like bandages and stuff for Gaza, dolls too for the kids

hopefully, we can help with anything, any little help is better than nothing. I'm happy my country is supporting Gaza, at least we have principles. so proud of its people

Good night

Pray for Palestine

 Tomorrow will be better

nighty night

Love you ♥

Me every day, trying my best to do my prayers.

Went to work today and I didn't work as hard as I usually do, but oh well, I will tomorrow. getting to work hard after a day off isn't always the case, especially when you don't enjoy doing your job.

Found a new book in French that I'll be starting today, its french is a little difficult but I'll try to read it thoroughly.

I work in a place where everything should be timed, and today I didn't feel like respecting the time I just didn't care much about the system

However, I informed my team leader and I'll correct the gap tomorrow.

I feel like a slave working at this company and I hope I can find something better soon. I unfortunately have no luck with finding a job in my own field. I just can't understand why.

Anyway, I hit a guy a few days ago, he was waaayy taller than me, he was so much taller that I couldn't even recognize his face when I saw him again. I hit him because he kicked a cat for no reason. fk the guy. 

if he complains I'll make fun of him, cause I'm very smol compared to him hehehe.

 Anyway, I hope I can find a job abroad, or an internship or a study program so I can leave the country. with everything going on, I'm afraid for my family and for the future of this country

we already lack water and everything here is expensive. thank god we still have good-quality food. people this year haven't had a lot of fruits since they got expensive really quick but we still got the basics.

On a positive note, I planted some tomato seeds and they started to grow, I'll take a picture of them tomorrow and post it here, i really love taking care of plants, it's very satisfying and it makes me happy

now I'm looking for sunflower seeds, the sun rises on my window I think the sunflowers will love the sun by my window.

that's all for today

goodnight 

don't let bed bugs bite

even though the bed bugs are biting me at work.

Hello everyone, Sarah here,

this blog, among the others, has helped me before and gave my life a meaning

I'm 27 years old going on 28 in a few months and I still remember 2008 year, when life was simpler, I would come back from middle school every day and post something on my blog, anything,. It helped me cope, and grow, I practiced my French too

my first blog was satsuna.eklablog.com it's a part of me, part of my life... now the word "blogger" has changed, it doesn't withhold the same meaning... I also changed and I'm not the same person I was before

the only part of me that lasted is the fun spontaneous person with a huge heart... a feature I want to hide.

I decided to write tonight because my mind refused to calm down, been overthinking for the past year, and honestly "journaling", like my therapist suggested seems very useless since the only receiver, in this case, is a copybook that I'd hide after finishing it. just like a prostitute that you only see once in a lifetime.

Initially, I was going to write about the first cat we ever had "Minou" which had the weirdest story.  cats are very weird honestly, which is why we love them. I'd also love to adopt an elephant, elephants are very goofy... I mean look at him

I'll be posting daily here, just random thoughts, as a part of my journey and my way to be better... I don't think I'm comfortable with creating videos online, and I don't want to spend more time in front of a screen learning how to edit and editing especially since I already spend 8 hours at work in front of a computer, so I'll stick with this for now

good thing that I don't have a lot of visitors so I'm good for now

Good night

tomorrow I'll post more midnight thoughts

love ♥ Pray for Gaza ♥

William Carlos Williams - 1883-1963

art piece by haruka takaoka

Whatever state I am in right now is a consequence of my own decisions and thoughts. I deserve and accept the present, the future will only be the result of what I choose to be and do. And as long as I have self-awareness, peace within self is no far at all

D'après Wikipedia:

Jordan Bernt Peterson est un psychologue clinicien et intellectuel public canadien, professeur de psychologie à l’université de Toronto. Ses principaux domaines de recherche sont la psychologie du comportement (connue en anglais sous le terme abnormal psychology), psychologie sociale et la psychologie de la personnalité. Il apporte un intérêt particulier à la psychologie des croyances religieuses et idéologiques, ainsi qu’à l’évaluation et l’amélioration de la personnalité et de la performance individuelle.

Dans son fameux livre "12 règles pour une vie, un antidote au chaos", Jordan Peterson a écrit un paragraphe qui m'a vraiment frappé au cœur, et du coup je l'ai appris pour l'avoir dans l'esprit pendant toute ma vie et pour que je n'en oublierai jamais le principe

dans la septième règle il dit: 

"C'est de ce raisonnement que j'ai tiré mes conclusions morales fondamentales. Visez haut. Ecoutez. Réparer ce qui peut l'être. Évitez de vous montrer arrogant avec vos connaissances. Recherchez l'humilité. Parce que la fierté totalitaire s'exprime dans l'intolérance, l'oppressions, la torture et la mort. Prenez conscience de vos faiblesses, votre lâcheté, votre malveillance, votre ressentiment et votre haine. Tenez compte du caractère meurtrier de votre esprit avant d'oser accuser les autres et de vouloir refaire le monde. Ce ne sont peut-être pas les autres qui sont fautifs, c'est peut être vous. vous n'avez pas atteint votre objectif. vous avez manqué votre cible. vous avez pêché. c'est votre contribution à l'insuffisance et au mal du monde.

et par-dessus tout, ne mentez pas. Jamais. Mentir conduit droit en enfer. Ce sont les grands et les petits mensonges des états nazis et communistes qui sont à l'origine de millions de morts"

je vous invite à acheter ce livre et à le livre, il est vraiment vraiment bien.

Grand merci à mon meilleur ami pour me l'avoir acheté :')